8.14am

i had a good day monday just pottering through the ‘big’ housework that i do once a month, like defrosting and cleaning the fridge. i’ve finished reading ‘keeper of the light’ by diane chamberlain. it was ok. i’ve run out of things to read now though.

tuesday and wednesday i slept day and night.

thursday i was awake but had no energy and motivation and spent the day in bed. i read more bad things that are happening with benefits and that made me very depressed and thinking about suicide. yesterday i rang my adoptive mother, joyce, she is eighty. she just had a week’s holiday in morecambe. i wouldn’t have thought it was the right season to go to the sea side but she wanted to go in september so she could see the blackpool illuminations.

today, friday i have been awake all night. i have been listening to ‘womans hour’ on bbc i player, (radio) i feel quite alert and am hoping to have a good day. with a bit of luck my son will pop round for a cuppa after his night shift.as a firefighter.

how are you?

can you recommend something to read for me? i don’t like anything violent or gory.

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About lyndaanning

born in leith, near Edinburgh, Scotland in 1961. i have one son Peter, born 1978. I am the author of Dreams of Death, a short general fiction novel published by Chipmunkapublishing.
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